Morning sweethearts.

It has been ages since I last blogged. I guess I lost the drive to update often. But today, this morning, I shall as I've had the most wonderful dream ever...

And it involves this guy

So I dreamt that I went out to meet him. I was wearing my red dress that I bought specially for APM 2011.

Somehow we were in a school and we were going up the stairs against the human traffic, and we reached a class where he started searching for something. Prolly evidence of his past presence there. He looked so cute can...?

Then when we were going down the stairs, he had my hand over his. In front of the whole crowd. I felt so so honored.

So we headed to another venue, I've no idea how we got there. After which, blurry moments then I remember he asked me if I could go Philippines in October with him cause his mom couldn't make it... If only that was real!

Then we parted ways cause he had to go elsewhere. Surreal. So surreal.


I want that to be real please!

It's quite shocking to hear of this news. Din Beramboi (Arwah) passed away at 12.30am on Friday, 2 April 2010. Apparently he was infected with dengue, and rat's urine. He passed away within a matter of few days. Innalillah ... May he rest in peace...

I've only started listening to Radio Era and he's really a good comedian. And I knew his character started way back in the 90's in Gila Gila and Ujang. And he's only like, 43?
Too young, to be leaving behind three kids, and the youngest being only 6!

Its really coming to an end isn't it? I hope his family would not suffer much after his departure, knowing that he's quite a popular figure in Malaysia.

Moga rohmu dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di antara orang orang yang beriman ...



My birthday is next week and we've planned to go to KL (yes, i know, AGAIN) to sort of celebrate it. We're planning to go Sunway, insyallah. Can't wait to see my birthday presents from Sugarrush!

I say presents  cause he said he bought some stuffs and am hoping that I'll like it. I may or may not find a use for it. WTH can it be!

Okay. I will just wait. We've already booked a hotel (on my own!) in Chinatown. There are 3 beds in the room, so we don't have to squeeze onto one queen/king size bed. Yeyness.

Now, to book a flight. The worst part cause we don't know if we should be getting the fare for extra baggage. Cause what if we dont have alot of things to bring back in the end? A waste of my $15 I should think.

I'll ponder again and let my empress know (HANA OCTAVIA) before she gets pissed off at me for taking so long to think.


AND HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO YOHANA TAWITH!
My beloved friend from Sabah. Which I hope to finally meet next week in KL! :)



* mi estilo // i think we're getting on to something special.

Today's not a good start.

One of my candidates decided to drop a bucket load of shit on my table this morning when he reported to work (not literally). He's just too much. Giving me such a bitchy treatment just cause we couldn't wait for him last Friday after work?

Tell me if it's wrong that I am not able to stay AFTER work just cause you said so. Can't wait to go home and get a comforting hug from him.


I'm literally broke this week. Even though my salary for this month was quite good due to my comms ... So much for trying to save. 



Haven't been updating my blog for so long and so many things have happened. Sugarrush won two competitions! Ria & iTalent .. And oh, he's in school already! Helped him out with his photoshoot assignment - i'm the model - and quite a successful one. Do check out pictures on my facebook! :) 


My birthday's coming soon; turning 22! Too fast already. Need to think about growing old together.

Sugarrush and me are leaving for KL (i know, again!) on 9 April so I'll be in Msia to celebrate my birthday! :)

Can't wait to take a break from life. A lot of things are happening so quickly that I cant' catch up. :(



my pillar of strength. always.