I've been told that I always cry in my dreams.

Last night I dreamt that Sugarrush was cheating on me and I woke up hearing myself say he's cheating on me and I automatically cried. I was crying in the dream as well.

Crying

To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.�

To see someone else crying in your dream, may be a projection of your own feelings onto someone else. If you do not cry in your waking life, then seeing someone else cry may be a little easier to deal with then seeing yourself cry.

To wake up crying, represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.

To dream that no one hears or responds to your cries, represents your helplessness and difficulties and frustrations in trying to communicate with others. You feel that your words are falling on deaf ears. Perhaps your dream is telling you to be more vocal and work harder to get your point across.

Maybe I should get some help.

I still am not over Afgan Syah Reza. Even though I've got his songs in my phone, I STILL want his cd. So I can drool over his picture every night.

I swear to God Im super crazy about him. Haha. YOUNGER GUYS ARE OFTEN CUTER! AND HE'S AN EXTREME EXCEPTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No offense Zul. You know Im super going gaga over him :P

Mak kau. PLEASE AKU NAK MEET HIM FACE TO FACE!

So anyway, had an impromptu meet up with the girls in Geylang. THEY MADE ME WAIT FOR ALMOST AN HOUR! I tell you, I didnt buka in time cause there was no way I was leaving my stuff on the table even for few seconds.

Some apek sat down directly across me without asking me if its okay he joined me. SO POLITE HOR. Then without me realising it, another apek bought a plate of cut fruits and sat next to him. Mind you, this is a round table so there were 6 seats.

At that point of time, I was really worried that my table would be eventually conquered by sole apeks.

By the time the girls came (FANA & LIN!!), I was already sipping away my gloriously delicious orange juice. Try it. It looks pale but its sweet !!!!

Manage to survey most of the kebaya/kurung and selected two .. Our color (sugarrush & me) is dark blue. I've already chosen his. And I'm never going to choose mine. He's always got to decide for me. Haha.

Thank god for Farna's parent fetching us. My heels were on the verge of killing me when I saw a pair of gladiator sandals going at $3.90

WHAT A FKIN STEAL!

So even if I've already sworn those sandals are already a cliche, I had to buy or die.

And as uncomfortable as I was wearing my dress + blazer with the sandals, I must say they actually look good on my feet. HAHA

Anyway, I've just started working at Badoque recently just to help them out for Ramadhan. So far so good ... Sort of killing two birds with one stone.

1. Im earning extra income
2. I GET TO SEE SUGARRUSH!!!!! :):):)

So what if its tiring me out, it's really going to be hard to meet him for this Ramadhan cause he has to work ALMOST every day so this is the best way to earn and romance. Haha.

Well anyway do check out badoque's website, badoque.sg for more information on current promo!

*mi estilo // I LOVE AFGAN SYAH REZA!!!!!!!!!